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Scream

Yesterday I cried. Again. The anger was bubbling up in me. After a day well spent painting on the tote bags, where I found my inner peace again… I started feeling like I still can’t. Can’t just be me and show what’s inside of me and be loved. And it feels stupid writing this again. I feel like I am repeating myself over and over again. Fighting with voices in my head, that say who cares what’s inside of you. Get a real job. Act responsible. Grow up already. Who do you think you are, thinking that you could be…

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Why I ended my 3 Ptice prebirthday -50% sale

I am writing this for you and I am writing this for me. When I decided to make this prebirthday sale it felt totally like the right thing to do and it was the right thing to do and I took action fast. Now I want to share with you my insights about myself I got during this and insights about society and the human race. So, let’s go to the background. In the last year I isolated myself a lot from people. I said no to many things. I was alone a lot. I was asking myself who am…

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Embrace the madness

Multitasking. Making sense out of things. Going beyond need for sense. Coming back. Making up a story. Letting go of the story. Making a plan. Going all in. Letting go of the need for it to come true. Going all in anyway. Making it too important again. Having a mental breakdown. Putting yourself back together, like it’s nothing. Going all in again. Enjoying it, give me more. More, more, more!   Wearing: Secondhand tights & top; Amisu cardigan (gift); vintage floral shorts; 3 Ptice tote bag painted by Sabina Jin Jang Art (sooner or later you will be able to…

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FOR THE LITTLE BITS OF LOVE

For the little bits of love you’ve sold your soul. For the little bits of love you forgot who you are. For the little bits of love you did everything. For the little bits of love you’ve danced. For the little bits of love you carried their shit. For the little bits of love you swallowed your pride. For the little bits of love… . Delete love. Insert power. Peace. Freedom. Fun. Joy. Remember that YOU are this power. Love, peace, freedom, fun, joy, one in one… You don’t need to do anything to become what you already are. *…

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I am sitting here

Typing these words to get some clarity. To decide, whether is the best thing to do now to clean my studio (it needs some fresh space, so I can breathe and create) or go to town for a coffee and to buy some bread and humus or maybe meditate or just go back to bed, because I have a sore throat. Overwhelmed by choices, that all seem such a right thing to do. But for now, I’m just gonna sit here and type these words, with my dog in my lap (he’s chewing my sweater). Yesterday I felt this pain…

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Another 10 things about me

I found this post in my drafts. Decided to post it now. 10 THINGS ABOUT ME 1. I always change and always stay the same. 2. I can appear very self assured, yet I am always questioning myself. 3. I have love hate relationship with social media. 4. I am a pretty great listener, but sometimes I have to tell people to shut the fuck up already, because I have something to say too. And then I forget what I had to say, because I am surprised at myself that I actually told them to stfu. 5. Oh, yes, I…

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My dog still loves me

I bought tobacco again. My dog still loves me. I didn’t pay the rent. My dog still loves me. I am ashamed of myself. My dog still loves me. I feel bipolar. On top of the world and then at the bottom of the sea. My dog don’t care. My dog still loves me. I don’t know proper English. I still write and my dog still loves me. I have this inner fight, mitote in my head. (as I was looking for a definition of mitote for you, I found this gorgeous photography blog). My dog still loves me. I…

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I see you

You sense that there is something deeper. There is some deep connection with life flowing through you. It’s something different, something special that reveals itself only through you. Some deeper connection with the world, with Nature. Connection with all there is. Love and intelligence. Lightness. Some special quality, some special individuality collateral beauty (if you haven’t watch the movie Collateral Beauty yet, watch it, you will love it), joy, compassion, home in your heart, belonging. You are important in this game of life. You feel this truth, this deep connection with all there is. You know, that everything is alright.…

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THEY DON’T KNOW YOU

They don’t know you. So stop giving them your power. They don’t know you. So stop trying to fit in into their idea of who you should be and how you should live. They don’t know you. So stop asking them for permission to be who you are. They don’t know you.   You are you. You know you. So how could they know better than you what you should do with your life? You know you. You are with you your whole life already. You know what you want. You know what you want to create. You know what…

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YOU KNOW WHAT IS EVEN BETTER THAN VACATION?

Even better than vacation is returning back home and seeing your family. Even better than vacation is seeing your dog after a week and watching him go crazy, because he is so happy to see you. Even better than vacation is seeing your neighbors and having little cute heartfelt small talk. Even better than vacation is returning to your little house and loving the smell old houses have. Even better than vacation is going to the garden in the morning and seeing that Mother Nature took awesome care of it when you were gone. Even better than vacation is drinking…

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