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Trust.

Hello, my loves! A fresh blog post after a long long time. I’m having again this feeling, when I don’t know if the post will have any sense at the end, if there’s gonna be any value for you in it, if it’s gonna be worth your time… but I’m going to trust that since I feel the urge to write that this is now the most perfect thing for me to do, no matter the outcomes on my or on your side. So, moving forward in trust. As I type and as an ongoing theme in my life. It’s…

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As a child I sometimes felt like a ping pong ball between my mother and father.

They didn’t want to talk with each other sometimes, so I went from one to another and told what the other one say and ask if it’s true. And I would repeat it countless times to figure out what is the truth. At times I would conclude that they are both idiots, haha, overcomplicating things, when actually what we all wanted was to be loved and do things together. At times I felt like a victim because of these circumstances in my life and I am not denying they affected me and shaped me as a person. But today I…

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ANTIPERSONAL BRAND

She is a (anti)personal brand. When she dies, she won’t be able to enjoy her legacy that’s why she does not care much about it now. She wants a life well lived. Maybe this could be a legacy? Well, fuck it, she is sick of listening about personal branding, niching, legacy, authority, so she will stop thinking about these things. Otherwise she is holding the space for the planet of peace and freedom. And humans beings being human beings to human beings. Her career started when she was born. She didn’t cry a lot because she was mostly observing this…

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Nope. I did not wake up early to make my man a sandwich.

I laugh on the inside, with a smile on my face, Pulaski at night on my ears, on repeat, dreams I dream long times ago coming into my memory and fading away. I look pigeons at the neighbor’s roof. I wonder why morning or evening mist sometimes smells like an incense in a church. Mmmm, this is why I woke up early. To meditate. To make my art. To observe. To laugh. To listen to Pulaski at night on repeat. . “Let me wake up ten minutes earlier,” I said to my boyfriend. He secretly changed my alarm, because he…

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All I want for birthday is…

“Happy Birthday,” she said. “What do you wish for? Probably a job?” “No, mum, I don’t want a regular job.” “But this way you would have a regular income and not be without money like you are.” Akward silence on my site. “Okay, we won’t talk about that.” Thanks god, I don’t want to talk with you about that. And then she started talking about how she forgot her phone in a garage yesterday and how did she find it, or something like that, while I was searching web for the best option for us to go to Vienna on…

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Do you feel like a burden? (Stories we tell ourselves and how to change them)

Guys, this is a really personal post. I wrote it two months ago in my online journal (in which I do mindset work and self-coaching mostly and keep track of my progress). Today, when I opened the journal to do some journaling, around my perceptions around support and being supported (will write about this later, because it’s super important and valuable), this page popped up. And I started reading it and was like whoaah… I wrote this in the first half of January, but I felt like it’s even further away. My perception of myself changed so much already. And…

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Pain of rejection, ouch!

I sent out an e-mail to my e-mail list. I thought it was pretty good. I provided value + felt proud of myself that I am stepping up in my coaching business and offering people an option to work with me. Which I was in total resistance around, even though I trust in my skills, because I was afraid of people rejecting me. Half a day later I check my gmail and there was an un-subscribe. Somebody doesn’t like what I am saying. Most of the people who run their business from an authentic place, will say to you that…

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“Why are you singing all the time?”

My boyfriend: “Why are you singing all the time?” (Humming, actually). Me: “Because I am happy.” Him: “It’s the same when you are nervous.” Me: “That’s because when I am nervous, I am calling my happy with this song and when I am happy I am confirming it.” That humming has kinda the same melody and it’s not from an actual song. It comes out of me at different times. Sometimes it takes epic dimensions, when I am humming for more than an hour together and crying and releasing and calling back pieces of myself through different time-spaces. It saved…

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What do you wish for the world? Give it to yourself.

I realised that sometimes I deprive myself of the things I want because there are others in the world who don’t have as much as I do. I deprive myself even of wanting something in the first place, because it makes me feel greedy. That’ why I wrote this blog post. For all of you who love this planet and wish everyone good but sometimes forget about yourself. This blog post is going to help you come in touch with what you want, how can you give it to yourself and acknowledge where are you already excelling. Which will make…

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A future me will be proud of me

A future me will be proud of me. A future me will be grateful to me in this moment. I woke up with pain in the neck. I felt a bit sick. Pain in the neck is still here. I feel a bit less sick as I am typing this. I made myself a coffee. Turned on computer. Took my dog out to pee. I meant to stretch my body. I did a bit. While watching livestream from Katrina Ruth, where she talked about not letting your bullshit and drama that is going on around you be bigger than your…

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